sis...stop blamming urself....its not ur fault dear. tings happens already n we as humans cant do anitin if the times come 4 ending. i might not understand ur fellings rite now bcoz im not in tat case yet. but i know tat ur strong enough 2 handle tis. b strong plis....b strong 4 coklat. n may the rest is not infected. myb one day who knows i might b at ur place also.....only God knows why.....lurv u dear sis....lurv u coklat (hugs 2 u luvly meow)
