Not to forget to thank you guys too for your concern, more over to Furkids and Felix..
Though the babies can't be saved despite various attempts, but at least GuGu is showing improvements on herself.. She started to eat kibbles this morning.. she was given Avoderm (if i'm not mistaken) wet food yesterday, after I said no to Hills k/d..
The feeling of sober is still here but heck, life must go on.. there are reasons for everything, as setiap y berlaku ada hikmahnya..
Thanks! Glad this forum rocks with nice good educated people!~